Nails

14/01/09

Another one month more to 2 years Anniversary with Hubby=)

After Our dearest Ming Fei Accident, I Begin to treasure more of our relationship with Hubby...

I dun wanna lost a person just like that... I want to treasure every single min/sec with Hubby...

Hubby do feel the same with me... Hubby feel that many things just come and go... Sometimes not just leave you, It might be gone forever...

I LOVE hUBBY GILBERT MUACK...

When to do my nails for almost 3Hours plus and tada...

GoodBye Ming Fei

13/01/09

Woke up early in the morning to send Ming Fei off and accompany him to finish he last journey with us=(
Hubby, charlie and lam was waiting for us under our blk to bring us down to Mandai Cementation... We reaches there just in time when the undertaker bought Ming Fei body over...
His body is bought inside to the hall and they lifted up the coffin cover...
Everyone heart Sunk when they saw our beloved friend body...
Ming Fei sister words really touched us. She Said that "maybe we are even closer to him than his own family". As she spoke to us we all know that she is trying to control her tears from flowing down, as she speck, her voice was so.......... I really dun know how to put words in to describe the feeling and atmostphere...

At last we are allowed to see Ming Fei for the last time...
His sister told us before hand that he may look different from what we see him in the past...

My heart totally sunk when i saw him... The impact must be really really very big... I feel like crying out but i got to control i dun want him to see us so sad...
BUT WHY MING FEI.... WHY???? WHY YOU JUMP DOWN....
WHY YOU DIDNT FIND YOUR BRO'S TO TALL ABT YOUR PROBLEM????
YOU KNOW ITS SUCH A BIG BIG BLOW TO ALL OF US...

We will given 1/2hr to see him for the very last time before he was taken for cementation...
Everyone of us when to the hall to withness the cementation...
Its was so quiet in the hall but you could listen to the crying voices and you could see tears flowing down When the coffin is place inside ready to be burn....
and slowly... the doors closes

Final GoodBye to our beloved friend Ming Fei... We will all remember you always...
I am Really glad to be able to see u for the last time today...
RIP MING FEI... MISSES FROM ALL OF US...

Good Bye My Friend=(

12/01/09

Was been wake up by a call early in the morning from Butt... Telling me a shock news tat our friend Ming Fei was gone... It took me a few seconds to regain back my speech... I was totally speechless...
What happen to him? Why he just ended his life just like this? Was something bothering him? Sooo many question just ran thru my mind and i cant fall alseep anymore...
It was really really very sad... I cant describe my feeling...
Got to know what happen to ming Fei Just now... Was she the one tat causes his death i dun know and i believe his Bro will find the truth...
Whatever it is, Its too late already... Ming Fei had already gone to the other world...
He is such a nice, friendly guy but WHY?

To Ming Fei:
To us, You are such a wonderful friend... No one can ever replace you in our heArt...
But why when problems comes you choose to face it on your own rather then telling to your bro... Its really very painful when you just leave us without even telling...
All your Bros and Friends will Definitely accompany you tomoro and finish your last journey...
Do RIP in the other world k...
Lastly we will all miss you very very much...
Miss you...

I loVe YoU hUbBy

12/01/09

It been almost 2 years in this relationship... There are always up and down, quarrel etc... I know my temper really really sucks and you have tolerate with me for the pass 2 years... Everytime you will just pamper me even thought is not your fault... And sorry will be the first word to use when i throw my temper... I'm really sorry and i promise to change my attitude even if i only change 1% =o Its not easy to change nor=)

我是真的真的很爱你

06/01/09

Scorpio

The Scorpio woman is emotional, affectionate.
She is capable of tearing down the past in order to rebuild for the future.
She has an air of mystery, could he psychic, and she is a living lie detector.
It's best to tell her the truth, no matter what the circumstances. She'll find out, anyway!
The Scorpio woman is dynamic, explosive, and has a temper.
But she is also exciting and fiercely loyal.
Don't seek a relationship with this woman unless you are strong, willing to make mental - emotional adjustments --- and have a genuine respect for members of the opposite sex.
She doesn't want to be patronized.
The Scorpio woman wants the facts, wants to know where it's at, wants to know how much money is in the bank and what the future prospects are.
She is dynamic and explosive; she can lose her temper one minute and resemble a purring kitten the next.
She can lead you a dizzying pace.
She is physically attractive; she is hard to let go of-and you could become addicted to Her.
She can be forceful, dominating; and she also can be stubborn.
But above all, she is warm and can make a man so Happy that he'll forget that the word "trouble" is even in the dictionary.

After reading this... I realise tat it is pretty true about myself...
My temper really sucks, as i can just throw my temper as and when...
Loves one surround me are suffering I'm sorry but i just cant control myself...
Finally it come to a Full Stop...
We can't torrance each other anymore...
It is really hard to let go BUT we still have to...
Dun always think that the other partner is always wrong while only you the only one is right...
Pls do refect on yourself...
I really really hate the feeling just now when no one bother abt me...
Call, Sms also no reply PLS JUST FUCK OFF...

NeW YeAr cOuNtDowN

31/12/08

Went to MONO for New Year Eve Countdown Celebration...
Meet Zhi Ming And Tracy at Boon Lay around 12plus and head down to fetch Kim before Heading down to St James...
Meeting Jennifer and Pearly over there as they come down straight from events...
We got a VIP room and later in the night Jia wei, Fredrick and Shi Qi join us....
Its was really fun tat night=)




Jia Wei and Me


Hubby Tried carrying me up... I was not ready the they snap=( So bad ha

Pearly And Me


Kim And Me


Pearly And Hubby

Tracy And Me

Me, Tracy, Pearly And Jennifer

Reaches Home at 7In the morning as there is no cab=( Lucky got Zhi Ming to fetch us out to Clementi then we take cab from there so sorrry=(

EvEnTs aT CaRlToN hOtEl

24/12/28

Had an events at Carlton Hotel...
Some Snap Shots Of Me=)

ThAnKs FoR ThE PhOtOs=)

29/12/08

Thanks For the Pictures=)

ShootS

29/12/08





I had bruises all over my body lor=( Cuts from the grasses, rocks etc...
But it was fun after all=)

My ChRiStMaS CeLeBrAtIoN

25/12/08

Sad got to go for events before heading down to meet hubby and friends for countdown... Suppose to end at 11pm but the manager allow me to leave at 10pm as there is no customer at all...

As it was a last min knock off Hubby didnt manage to come and pick me up... Thought of meeting Sun Ren first while waiting for the rest to come down but last min Sun Ren went home to change as they heading to Drangon Fly instead so No choice but to head home first then Hubby come and pick me up...

GUESS WHAT HUBBY BOUGHT FOR MY CHRISTMAS PRESENT?????

LG ICE CREAM PHONE

Nice Right=) The lighting very nice

And Hubby also bought a box of chocolate for my parents=)

Then We Head Down To FLY

SEE Mr Sun Ren Got alot of facial expression ha=) Cant stand him

Two Lovely Couple

Then after FLY, Jennifer, Pearly, Shi Hao, Sun Ren, Lam, Me, Hubby, Tracy and Zhi ming headed down for supper then Home Sweet Home...

Really Enjoy The Night=)

Will update more pictures asap=)

2009 A New Year Ahead

21/12/08

2009, A brand new year is touching down...
Hope everying goes smoothly for me in 2009=)

1) I need a full time job=( As i just grad, anyone got a full time job can into me????

2) Looking for girls to do Roving events... 4 Hours $60-$70
You can work anydays you prefer from Monday to Sunday...

3)E-mail me at monkey_ng88@hotmail.com

Sooo TiReD

29/11/2008

Yawn did not have enough sleep... Yesterday had a "dry swimming" lesson till 3am in the morning then got to wake up 7am cos i have a shoot at 9am...
BUT... i still late ha...
This is the link for my shoot... http://www.eleganz.sg/detail.asp?ID=105&tid=1
The first pic look abit wierd lor=(
Finsh shooting around 4pm cos the photographer had to take both me and jennifer shoot...
Then hurry cab home for lunch, shower and remove make up then rush down for events=(
But i do enjoy the whole day=)